The girl that i love be4...

I had meet my primary schoolmate...she is the first girl that i love but i had been rejected since year six...after the School holidays...i had lost contact with her because her phone had been taked away by her sister...when form 3 she get back her phone edi...i know this message from my best friend...then i started contact with her...but...my friend loving her...haiz...is damn hard to decided for me...but at last i had chase her but been reject...she says that after PMR only see...i say:"ok"...but be4 PMR i heard a message from my friend that she din wanted to accept me at all and she had a boyfriend...my heart started to crack...and since that day i did not contact her and i had decided to set her go...cause i know that i cant win my friend that love her...they loving each other but did not tell each other that their love...they argue with each other than after few days they be friend again...i am not suite to be her best friend...cause best friend only can have one...so i had quit it...until now i am not going to fall in love somemore...it is too hurt for me...