you still in my mind...

i had change...i miss u more than be4...

i thought that i had drive u away from my mind but now i only think up that ur shadow are still in my mind...i keep on thinking of u nearly when i'm sad,lonely,wanted to hear ur sound and wanted to see u...

i know that u not belong to me and i know that u are affirmation impposible belong to me...i also don't wanna think of u,not to love u anymore,but can i?if there is easy to forget about u,that is not call love...

i give me chance be4 but i din strive after it...when i wanted to hold up ur hands,i onlu realize that u wont wait for me anymore...don't forget about me...i will still miss u...

Cherish the one u love...

Cherish the one u love be4 u let them leave u alone...don't like me...i din cherish her and now i had regret...now i can do is everyday find a way to forget about her...but is hard...when u wanna to be couple with her/him is easy but when u wan toforget about her/him is hard...cause those are the sweet memories that u had not feel be4...those bad memories is just like the dishes on the plate...it is easy to wash off but sweet memories are just like the sweet sticky and it is hard to wash off...u need to find many ways to wash off the sweet dreamz...it will appear when u are feel sad,lonely,happy and manymore...this will prove that the girl/boy are important for u...pls don kiss good-bye only know to regret...so pls cherish them before u feel regret...

wat is best friend wat is lover?

Lover is the person u love...Best friend is the friend that u think he/she is important to u...y some lover cant accept that ur best friend is a person that is opposite sex with u...when u walk too close with ur best friend(opposite sex),they will think that u two are couple...and she/he will be angry and dun ever wan to know that u two are best friend or couple(some ppl think like that)...i think that if u have a best friend with opposite sex is not good cause when u got one best friend like that,u can know all the things about wat ur lover need(not all la)...so i think that evryone have a best friend with opposite sex is not wrong...hope all the lover know about this...thx...

"GAY"

i am just an evil guy...cant ever can love a girl proberly...y?when u too take care about of her...some girl will think that u maybe are a gay...but some are think that u are taking care of them...i had been hurt by this word"GAY"...this is because i too take care about a girl that i love...everyday or night i will msg her...maybe in her eyes i am just a gay person...not a guy that are very taking care of her...after that day i started that feel like i am a gay...scare dirty,not brave,action like a girl,dunno to hold lover's hand and more...i think that i needed to change this all attitude during this holiday...but got one thing i cant change is clean...it is too hard for me...a bit of dirty,i wanted to wash it until clean...haiz...i cant change it anymore...who can help me?

A devil love an angel story~

One day a devil went to the heaven...he saw many beautiful girl but he did not pay attention on them...he continue walking...at the corner,he saw an agel that is very cute...after he meet the angel,he started to watch her movement...y he become like this?maybe is he fall in love with the angel...he try to tell her that he love her but he been reject...after one year he try again but still get the same answer...he try after and after but the answer still no change...but when the angel in danger he still go rescue her...at last..the angel also started to fall in love with her...this story tells us that the time will change everything including the feeling and love of one person...but sometime the time also can effect the attitude of someone...if the person keep on changing his sweet heart the time will prove that u are a"Hua Xin"person...

Love is just like a wall!!!

Love is just like a wall...the wall is very heavy...it need two person to handle each side...when one side of the ppl realease it,it will fall down and appear a crack on it...although u can patch but it will still have a scratch on it...it will not become as beautiful as a new one...if one of u wan the wall as new as a new one please don't ever try to realease the wall with ur sweet heart...but also don't force them...that's all that i can write...hope that all the couple can know wat i writing...

I had decided to let you go~~

Everyone got a heart...my heart had been put on a girl that i love be4 but she put her heart on a person that she love...i love u until so deep but u still love him...so i had try to forget all...forget?i cant ever try to forget it...i had try many times to force myself to forget about it but still cant...i think that i should not disturb u again anymore so i had decided to sustain and protect u silently...when u sad i can borrow my shoulder to u to lean on it...when u need help,i will help u...i will also obey ur choices and wont force u...i just hope that got one day u can turn back and smile on me...we are still friend...call me when u need me...bye~~

The girl that i love be4...

I had meet my primary schoolmate...she is the first girl that i love but i had been rejected since year six...after the School holidays...i had lost contact with her because her phone had been taked away by her sister...when form 3 she get back her phone edi...i know this message from my best friend...then i started contact with her...but...my friend loving her...haiz...is damn hard to decided for me...but at last i had chase her but been reject...she says that after PMR only see...i say:"ok"...but be4 PMR i heard a message from my friend that she din wanted to accept me at all and she had a boyfriend...my heart started to crack...and since that day i did not contact her and i had decided to set her go...cause i know that i cant win my friend that love her...they loving each other but did not tell each other that their love...they argue with each other than after few days they be friend again...i am not suite to be her best friend...cause best friend only can have one...so i had quit it...until now i am not going to fall in love somemore...it is too hurt for me...

Why i break with her?Sry for that~~

that time i only know that i am not suite to her because she is a good girl and i am just a bad guy from Hell...i fight with the students in school and did not chat with her also...always just know to let her care about me when i am sick!!!i had think very carefully because i don wan to let her like that anymore and the PMR are coming soon so i decided to break with her and let her live in a good life and study for preparing her PMR...that time i cant sleep whole night cause my brain are full of our image that when we together...then i chase her second time but after a few days we break again...this time is because of me...i feel so SRY about that~i wish u can find a person that can be better than me but i just wan u to remember that we still friend...

About My first love~~

My kai jie had introduce me a girl...she is nice and clever...i remember that i chase her about two days only she accept...at the first time we meet at jusco(bukit raja)my kai jie following too...she is shame and i walk behind them...after a short while she call me that they wanted to go watch movies edi and that time they had bought the tickets...so i not following too...then i plan to went home but when i go out it rain...when i reach the bus-stop and wait for my mum,i already wet...luckily my mum din scold but i had sick at the next day...the second time we meet also at the jusco too...that time is our first time to walk together...we also go watch the HongKong movies too...the third time we meet at the new jusco(bukit tinggi)edi...we also go watch movies...that time we watch the english movies(Hankook)...and the fourth times we meet again but that time my friend are following too...after about one month i had break with her...

Happy Birthday!!!

Today is my kai mei birthday but my kai jie sick...OMG!!!I know them since form 3 and how i know them?I know them from my cousin...first time i call my jie at night...she answer the phone and ask me:"who are u?"then i tell her that i am her friend cousin...then we chat about half an hour...then following then i know my kai mei from my friend...she wanted me to be his kai kor kor then i have accept it...after that following by my kai jie...i had try to chase my kai jie be4 but...i had been reject...nvm at least we had been brother and sister...almost every night i call them and chat but after a year~~i realize that my home phone bill had reach...when i see the bill..i had shocked and i need to pay the bill myself...not actually all la...i share with my parents...after about one month my kai jie say that she wan to introduce some girls for me and i had choose one of it...that time i very happy that they help me...thx for it...i hope that my kai jie will be well in a short time and mei Happy Birthday!!!

I hope those couple all over the world live in blessedness world~

A long time ago,the GOD had create everyone a sweet heart(inamorato)but He did not put beside us and send them to the every place all over the world and wan us to suffer and find the only sweet heart...those couple all over the world got many romantic story...some couple have some argue be4 they meet...some are introduce by their family...and some are meet in their friend party...their romantic story are priceless...some couple very love each other but their parents oppose them...and some din have the courage to apprize each other about their love...if u love someone...pls bring up ur courage and tell them that u love her/him...their answer is not important the important part is u have the courage to strive for ur love and let them know love him/her...if they reject,just don be so disappoint just keep on make arduous efforst although ur rival in love is everything better than u...but remember a love under force is not blessedness...If you love someone, let it be and set him/her free, if he/she comes back to you, it's meant to be...

The GOD playing me!

那天朋友問我：到底該怎麼做才算是 一個人呢？我笑著跟他說：其實每個 的愛情觀都不一樣，說對了叫開導， 但就怕說錯反倒?如果你也正在為愛迷 ，或許下面這段話可以給你一些启示 ：愛一個人！要了解，也要開解；要道 ，也要道謝；要認錯，也要改錯；要 貼，也要體諒。是接受，而不是忍受 ；是寬容，而不是縱容；是支持，而 是支配；是慰問而不是質問；是傾訴 而不是控訴；是難忘，而不是遺忘； 是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代；是為 方默默祈求，而不是向對方諸多要求 可以浪漫，但不要浪費；可以隨時牽 手，但不要隨便分手。如果你都做到 ，即使你不再愛一個人，也只有懷念 而不會懷恨。你懂得如何去愛了嗎？